You can't forgive me because you're not really a Christian or because every line I wrote is actually the very truth, that you've never really been a Christian, that you only wanted your boyfriend to believe that, until you cheated on him? Well, to me it seemed like he was talking about finding out that your tears were not those of the blessed miserable ones which hunger and thirst after the Eternal, that he broke up when he realized you didn't repent. You probably remember me telling you after one of your breakdowns that what I searched for, it was not only for me, that I thought it could help you too. But you left me behind without thinking twice.
Can you repent and leave the adulterous generation? I don't know...
Good luck; that is, if you can really believe.
